It was about two months ago when I came to a shocking realization:

I don't think I want to be an artist anymore.

A lot has changed in the last few months- sudden and unexpected, as so often seems to happen in my life. And for the life of me, in this time, I just... I can't bring myself to draw or create much of anything. It's not a lack of inspiration, it's a lack of desire to even try. Drawing, art, it just isn't fun anymore. I just... don't want to do it anymore. I have no love for the process at this point.

Don't mistake my meaning, I still have mad respect for you other artists out there, and I still love art from a viewer's standpoint. But I've reached a point in my life where I just don't know what I want or where I'm going, and I don't think art is in the cards for me anymore.

I'll still be around, here and there- I don't spend a lot of time online these days. I've retired from RP as well as art, so most of my days are spent either working or at home with my roommate playing Xbox or cooking something crazy in the kitchen. This is a new step for me, and as much as it's frightening to realize that my one constant dream in life is no longer on the horizon, it's also invigorating that, despite that, I'm achieving so much in my own personal life, and growing as a functioning adult.

Catch you all on the flipside!